Tired

Im tired being a gud gal, i miz him so much! I  couldn get a better man! I stil loving him

Last movie

Last movie i watched with him.. memory

Goodbye my love

For d last time say goodbye to you my love, gd luck in ur future ,may u find sum1 better than me, love you more than i could do, i love you and miss u much. Our memory being together will keep it til forever

I mis him

I miss him so much but we cant be together back , tearsing T.T

Im stil loving him

How i wish to let him know im missing him and im stil loving him.. d moment we spend together, d way he hold my hand, d way he hug me, d way he carried me and d way he kiss kept played in my mind.. im not understand why, i dont know what i really want right nw.. should be let go or pull back ??

为什么??

今早上看到他在whatsapp在线也没有回复我的信息。。。我不知道为什么?我该如何入面对?我觉得我应该退一步,当作我没有认识过他。。。 是他不理不采不是我不理会。。 多忙都好难道一个信息都不能回。。 我该放弃爱情!!

我还在想他

在这个夜晚我突然间想到他,为什么??? 难道我爱上他了?他一点都没有想我。。 这两位已经两天没打电话给我了。。。算了。。 我打算要把他们忘掉。。 从新来过。。 我讨厌男人!

Lord had arranged for today... hallelujah!!

yeahhh, today is the most happy day during my ccnc course here... you know what?? haha, this morning my fren philo had bring me to kingdom city church in pj... i was so amazed the way they run the prayer session was exactly same with Calvary church that i attend before. during the prayer many things flash back in my mind through out this two years i had lost my direction and my faith to Lord, but He non stop helping and answer my prayer whenever i need Him.. the feeling of getting touched from Lord was amazing and i was cried out and telling all my feeling to Lord, ask for forgiveness... for this two years i really had lost my identity and my temper come back become more emotional... but today everything changed!! i told philo it is last week i'm here and only today i followed her, but she told make it not too late and not last week hence think it as first day of following her and came to House of God and welcome HOME! haha, really enjoy my Sunday today... and she teach me that GALATIANS 5:22-23 holy spirit  is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self control. Speaking in tongue i had experienced it today, for the first time!! when i kept mention hallelujah my tongue was get twisted and i cant control it... amazing!!
i had learn from her that dont put anything in my life as priority but just put Lord in the center and branch out all the things that i have so that Lord will do His work on it. NO PRIORITY ONLY LORD IN THE CENTER OF MY LIFE!! I learn a lot of thing today. instead of getting back my car, i will rather let my sister use it till she buy a new car, i experienced how suffer she was if taking bus and train to work and back,. being push by foreigner and struggle with them to getting in the bus, pity of her... Lord, thank you for today, You had shown me a lot of thing today and shown me the way and my direction... i found myself... hallelujah!!

I feel something

i need to do sumtin on my life! Im working living like others but i cant have what i want.. every month salary juz enough to pay and my own living cost.. there is alot alot of thing that i want, i wish to go, haiz, what am i suppose to do?

What should i say?

What should i say? What should i do? He text me, but didnt call. Im confused wit my feeling right nw, am i stil hope frm him? Am i stil  loving him? Am i missing him? And hw bout d new guy? Yes, he did made my day more cheerfull but im not his only one, im juz one of his care list... Ex stil texting me but what he want frm me? What i want juz a love that could bring me long journey, a understand what i want, what i need and respect my principal of life .. sum1 who treat me tat im his only 1, who care me d most and who wil be there whenever i need sum1 to talk with...  sound selfish but this is what i want.. yes, my ex did care me but d care was not there when he with his friends and family! It not because i cant live without love but with love i feel my life complete.. i hav a happy family loving parents and loving sister, nw i lack of loving partner...

Gd morning

Gd morning every1.. juz had my mcd breakfast... yeah today is friday and last two days for exam! Next week holiday, cant wait meet up my cousins brother sister go swimming and barbeque... Tanjung Bidara owhhh...

Updated

Yeahh, stop writing for a period of time.. just updated my status IM SINGLE! Why? I duno, how? I oso duno.. haiz.. at last our relationship just end like that! God had sent another guy to my life , hmm never seen him before, just talking through d phone and it gud enough to made my day while in heart broken.. thanks
Lord