What should i say?

What should i say? What should i do? He text me, but didnt call. Im confused wit my feeling right nw, am i stil hope frm him? Am i stil  loving him? Am i missing him? And hw bout d new guy? Yes, he did made my day more cheerfull but im not his only one, im juz one of his care list... Ex stil texting me but what he want frm me? What i want juz a love that could bring me long journey, a understand what i want, what i need and respect my principal of life .. sum1 who treat me tat im his only 1, who care me d most and who wil be there whenever i need sum1 to talk with...  sound selfish but this is what i want.. yes, my ex did care me but d care was not there when he with his friends and family! It not because i cant live without love but with love i feel my life complete.. i hav a happy family loving parents and loving sister, nw i lack of loving partner...